My blog :D

So, today, i was reading over some of the older posts of my blog. i actually havent had anything to really post about lately, and i dont feel like joining the train of people who are complaining about school tomorrow because that would just dampen my spirits.

I should be thinking, WOO EDUCATION!

hahaha

Anyhow. About my blog. Reading over my post, i sound so much like a teenager. My blog is complete with lack of grammar and punctuation, limited vocab, a bit of slang ,stories about my 'angsty' feelings about life and so forth haha you get the picture. hahaha. Only because I am one. A teenager.  My friend, Lucy, has this really awesome blog, Amusing Seth. Okay, i spent too long finding the link for her blog and now i forgot what i was going to type.

I think i was meaning to say something about how kids these days always want to seem older. I don't know about you, but at the age of thirteen, I actually said to myself I don't want to grow up. I still wore what my mother gave me to wear, unlike the 13 year old girls i see today. Haha, that sounds like im putting down people who dont obey their mothers. Thats not what i meant. Elaborate a little later on. 
At school, I didn't do too well, despite my parents taking me one coaching college to another. I didn't talk back, I didn't really know how to think for myself and put my trust into anyone who was willing to listen to what i had to say. Which wasnt actually a lot.  The only thing i would oppose my parents about was the direction of my career. Career. Who even thinks about that at thirteen. I just knew i didn't want to be a lawyer or accountant or any of those ABC professions. So i guess i argued about that.And now they worry about me because they know im probably not going to be in a profession that gives a stable income. Hahaha. 

Today, when I look at 13 year olds around me, I see much more 'mature' people. More mature than I was.  These kids, they talk about getting revenge at some chick at school who stole their boyfriend. That they supposedly loved heaps. Haha sounds like im scrutinizing Justin Bieber. These kids, they dress like theyre 16 or 17 and wear a cake load of make up. Pure and pretty is for 5 year olds, sexy is for 13 year olds. How shit is that for me. I personally dont like make up that much, because i feel conscious of it being on my face. I dont know. I find this all a bit discomforting. 13 year olds look older than me. Thats really not a good thought. 

Im not really sure what my point is, but its something along the lines of being peeved at how fast kids are 'growing up'. Why do that. Why do you want to drink so much. Why do you want to smoke! To seem older? That is really a waste of your life kid.  

My sister is turning 13 this year and shows no sign of 'dress-like-a-bratz-doll symptoms. She is fairly mature, i know that, because, well because i ramble on too much to her about my thoughts and shes pretty smart so she processes them into her own. I know those kids out there dress old and shit, but my sister is way more mature than them on the inside. But i really dont want to influence her thoughts like that.

If 13 year olds have to act like a 17 year old, does that mean that I have to act like a 20 year old?

I really hope that is not the case. I like my parents paying the bills;)

I really dont know what im saying, i hope you guys get the general gist of it.



P.S
Last night, my friends Jenny was on the phone with me, telling me about a book called The Potato Factory. Basically it was set in old London and featured a lot of whores and prostitutes :D

'Women back then either survived by becoming a prostitute, or married and lived off their husbands. Either way, they were survivors.' -Jenny