A prayer

Dear Lord, thank you for giving me a friend who made me see when i i thought i was blind and told me to stop covering me eyes. I thank you that she was my memory and remembered for me and knew me better than i knew myself while i was in a dark room trying to find the light switch when it was under my nose all along.

lucy says:

*carmen, you've known your vision of the future for so long

*you've just forgotten it

*your vision of the future is where you will live happily, have friends and family beside you, in which you will experience good change, as well as have stability to lean back on


*that is your vision of the futue


*you just have to find a way to get to it


*also, your vision is where you will have a job in which you enjoy- something that you have worked hard for, and which you love doing


*THAT, my dear, has always been your vision of the future


*you have only lost sight of it


*you haven't lost it

Please give me the strength to turn that switch on and get on with it.
 
Amen